What is the point

As far as I can see there is no point. No point in caring, no one is going to care about you. No point in dreaming. Cause those dreams never come true. No reason to love anyone, no one is going to love you. You can pour your heart and soul into something and it's just going to get taken. There is no point. People are only here to take what they want. The lucky ones get to take and take and have a happy life and the unlucky ones just get nothing. I've been patiently waiting for gods grace and I have not gotten it. God doesn't care about people like me. God only cares about fake dick heads that shit on all things to get ahead. Users and abusers get ahead. I can't figure it out. I've tried for months. And I have a lot  of good things in my life. But that doesn't take away this pain or heart ache that continues to grow. God has removed every single thing I love. Because God doesn't care about people like me.