A cabin in the woods.

At this cabin in the woods, with my children and my cousins and their children, there is peace. These people that know me and my heart and soul, don't question my crazy. They know me. And they love me. I'm grateful for them. I'm at a time in my life where I am totally changing everything. I'm changing. I'm not the same person I was yesterday.  I seek something new everyday to learn. About myself, about divine, about my connection to everyone, about nature, about how God communicates to us, about anything. I'm open to anything and anyone. And every moment has a message, a idea, a thought, a beautiful moment in time that stamps something in my heart. I've been a terrible person in my life. I've hurt a lot of people and a lot of people have hurt me. I don't trust anyone very easily anymore. But at the same time, I'm trying to learn that I can open my heart to people that haven't hurt me. That just because some people didn't value a damn thing I did for them, there are other humans that value everything I offer. This last week has not been easy on me. I got myself buried deep in my regret and buried deep in the heart breaks from people I trusted. But in this cabin in the woods, with my real people, I've found my love again. I've centered my heart on them. And I love the moments we are creating. I hope for you the same if you have a broken heart, find your center of heart with in the real loves of your life. Don't focus on lack or loss, God took those people away from your life, most likely to protect you. They aren't for you. They are just lessons. Focus on the ones that love you for you and see your beauty. That's how u find your healing. I'm in this cabin in the woods, loving my people. My real soul mates.